The 26th Dec 2010 RYM Christmas Dinner

Last night I went to a Christmas Dinner which organised by RYM by SIC, we ate turkey, smash potato, lamb chop, WOW whatever you like, the city night light is the Empire shopping mall, the Santa Rino is our performance of that night, we got some lucky draw as well.

The most climax part is Andrea feat a rapper guy, they sing Indian boys instead of american boy, i was suddenly awake, i dint know they can did it so extremely well, they sang better than singers, i didnt get to record the "indian boy" performance because it caught all my attention until i cant waste a sec to on my hp camera. She sang 4 songs but i only get to record 2 songs. i very appreciate with what she sang, is beyond the awesome.. thanks god i got the opportunity to see this performance, i still cant forget the moment they sing the Indian boys, really 4 thumbs up.

The last part is: we enter a dance room, all of them dance inside that room, so i was there to observe, some of them can dance quite well. i order a bucket of tiger to drink as well, when im leaving, i goodbye to barnet the guitarist & he asked me: did u drink? I said: yeah baby. i drank a lot. Barnet said he gonna stay long over there but after i sent my sister home, I carried a happy hearted to drive back Subang Parade-Chill Out, when im back, what im realized is Barnet has gone home, I was so sad cos the plan was canceled...oh no.... sometimes wanted to get drunk also not an easy things. what i just knew is: Barnet is just a 16 year old boy.

Happy Christmas Card

This is my Christmas greeting card which given by my talented friend, she is so sincere that she design a card by her creativity, the owl is cute, & the handwriting is the 1 n only, the handwriting looks good. i want to THANK YOU & MERRY CHRISTMAS TO U. Another thing i want to add on is: i think u should gain your confident, is a must, i hope & pray u can break thru this cos this is very very important to u, try to mix more with some peoples so that u can practice from there, i know its not easy, but sometimes we need to force ourself, gotta feel like the bullet is pointing at our head like theres no turning back, that is y they sing live like we dying, & dont be too fancy with all the singers & celebs cos they are just an entertainment, focus more on your own, try your best to make yourself looks better so that where the confident can grow, u can be better if u dare to break the concrete wall. Stop wonder what people think about u cos they wont there to make u success. sing when u want to sing, dance when u want to dance, dont restrict yourself cos only sky is the limit. I am no one to tell u or judge u but i hope may the god be with u to win this war.

Merry Christmas 2010

Can't believe Santa Claus is coming again & happy new year is around the corner, I donno gotta say time is fast or slow, because all of my watches are battery exhausted, all of us are growing up fast, what did i achieved this year??? i think what i achieved is: im still surviving until today & i still haven't give up haha i am a survivor who dies hard. My Tawau's Christmas tree have been trapped inside the store room for so many years, because is already a rare things to celebrate my Christmas at tawau, maybe the day will come again, just donno when.

The up & down in 2010

1. I feel satisfaction to bring my family & friends to a holy camp which i think i've done something very right.

2. Im being fired by my ex boss

3. Because of being fired i got a good job from the newspaper.

4. The songs that i love are Justin Bieber-baby & Bruno Mars-just the way u are & B.O.B- nothing on u.

5. The Saddest thing is the car accident which i mentioned in my blog.

6. The most happiest thing is travelled to Melbourne with my families.

7. Definitely don't have any movie in my heart.

8. Favorite drinks: Carlsberg

9. Favorite ride: Nissan Skyline R35

10. Favorite Restoran: Kim Gary they got the caffin that i love

I just want to say

I have stop my blog quite a while, i donno why, i....i...i..i just want to say: I like to see people wear branded since i was small, the more they wear branded the more i justify them, even add people from facebook, if i saw they wear A/X i will approve no matter what races they are. it seems silly but it really silly to have my kind of thought.

Even nowadays the pictures that peoples post on facebook is always what they want to show, exp: i phone, i pad, mac book air, few thousand dollar of hand watches, Audi cars. if u got new stuff which is very expensive & u very worry of nobody knows, the best way is publish on facebook, So that u can make peoples: WOW, u are so rich!!! because everyone also want to look like rich peoples, even though no money also try the best to look rich, for those are rich 1 must wear Rolex or drive BMW or Benz, that is the traditional criteria.

Sometimes rich guy make us feel they are very nice, i donno y, sometimes i do feel that too. because they can dress up with all the branded & with the sport car that u like, some girls will even find that rich guy is very romantic cos they can buy all the things u never had, & they will start to feel very secure with this guy & cannot breathe without this guys, if without this guy she will have nothing to wear anymore, even the only bra will be taken away as well. Sometimes i also dont understand they love the money or they really in love with the person. Normally rich guy is very calculative, this is what i heard from i was a small kid, they may spend their money in the public but eat fried banana at home, u may think that he dont mind spending 1000 dollar a day, but the truth is: 1000 dollar is form by 1 dollar.

Branded goods is good but branded goods make us no good, it make us very drift & lost without direction, the god give us a pair of eye but u go to blinded it, the god give us senses to feel but u go to numb it, so open your eye to see clearing & use your hand to feel it, what is good or bad, use the mind to think. Dont u ever betray your soul because of the paper which filled with number, the bag which written LV, dont let them justify u but be the 1 to justify them. Branded people it doesnt mean is good, poor people doesnt mean is a sinner, because the angel dont use i phone, & dint hang LV bag on their arms.

A Gift

A good gift gotta be meaningful

the gift i give may not what u like but it is my kind of choice,

it is not ego but it represent me

the most precious gift is not expensive

is give your sincerity.

The 6th Dec 2010 Monday Evening

I just went to Pavilion KL with my tawau friends Wui Lip & Colin, we step in Pavilion at 4pm, actually when we driving on the road we have planned to have some happy hour drinks, the pavilion street is very arousing cos got La senza & CK super model, & all the different kind of races walk here & there, can see some bouncing ball as well haha, i promise myself not to sit there anymore cos is polluted my mind, dont want to put myself into temptation haha. We have drunk all kind of beers over there, so we are so hypnotized at 8pm, so i got home at 8:30pm & sleep until the next morning. Tuesday is a holiday. The Pavilion outdoor is full of Christmas atmosphere, but this year i think Sunway Pyramid got the most beautiful lighting & decoration for the outdoor...

The Living Bibble Ways in non bibble days.

I just went to a church camp which organised by SIC youth 26th to 28th Nov 2010.

Lets get back to 31st Nov 2010, I went to the Kelana Jaya St Ignatius Church, after the church finished, i walk out of the the church entrance, a young man who is Damian came to ask me, do u interested to join the church camp? which is "revolution youth ministry camp 2010", i replied let me think twice cos Mj always says "do think twice in billie jeans", but when i see the age they required, i was so over age, i used to be a "Youth of Nation" but nowadays im the old wild hogs. actually when Damian come to ask me Yes/No, in my heart i was thinking i got no right to think it is yes or no, cos this is the invitation from King Of God, theres only one button to click which is: "must go" but the age has shown me a red light, but at last i crashed the red light & go ahead on.

1 of the young man(joshua 25) very appreciate me cos i can persuade another 3 peoples to attend this camp , i feel so good & proud of myself HAHA. The youth over there is cute & adorable, they are very friendly & fun, they are good in singing, keyboard & guitar. i even asked them to play a small part of tailor swift, john mayer & Eric clapton. The Camp is not about celebs & gossip; Its all about our faith & some bible sharing & some sex education for the young & adults like me, Actually what Father Danny told us is what i have heard before, but it is right to listen it once again because we may lost if we dont have a guardian to remind us all the time, is not that we are very forgetful, is because the world is too much temptation. Sometimes we are just too much freedom, freedom always make us die, sometimes u see the wild flowers outside the road they can grow freely but whats their ending, their ending is die, cos no 1 there to trim or water them, for those flowers which grow inside the house they may not grow freely but they got a guardian to trim & water them. so for those peoples which are under control, they can live till the end, for those who under control they always make it big. For those who outta control always end up in examples: sex & drugs.

Sometimes we just build a concrete wall between god & us because we are very good in engineering nowadays, we build it & hope that god cant see us, so we can do things against him, but all of this is just a lie to our self & which is harmful to us. Eventually, so we gotta break the concrete wall to get close to our right guardians, the path may hard to follow but it never goes wrong.

Conclusion: this 3 days in this camp make me feel good, cos i have done many good things in this 3 days without doing any bad things, i have broke the spell for 3 days, i feel pearl & white, just like the very original me.

After the Camp we went to Genting Highland to drink starbutt. i was extremely happy for this 3 days camp, i donno why, what i can tell is: i feel love, this 3 days camp left happiness in my heart which money cannot give me.

Cos they call it, we call it, you call it, i call it love.

Hate u because i care about you
Angry of u because i still got demand on you
Got demand on you because i still got hope in you
Hope u can change because i still pray for you
Forgive you mean that i've already given up on you

Canon 450D

My Apple Scanner cost RM30000

Dirty talks

Underwear

Last Sunday i carelessly wear my underwear inside out, which u can see what size of underwear im wearing from my back. Sometimes i even carelessly tuck my shirt into my underwear while i'm going to see my customer, it makes me look like a super man. Sometimes underwear makes people frustrated. hope future our education will encourage new babies not to wear underwear.

Low Waist Jeans

i like low waist jeans, but after i had it then i realized is not suitable for me, cos my butt is not curve enough so it will drop all the times, sometimes i wish to implant the silicons to my left & right butt, so in the future i will be sitting on the silicons but not my butt anymore.

Skin Tight Jeans

Lately the Jeans trend is skin tight jeans which is like a Mark Rempit style haha, so i bought some skin tight jeans as well, the conclusion is: everything inside the jeans is hard to move & cannot survive.

The Anaconda Queue

The Wednesday day: 27/10/10 // 11:30am

I went to a Sport wear warehouse sales. That is where i bought my blue canvas Puma shoes which i have shown bellow. Although is a lot of choices, it only took me 15 minutes to find what i want. After i get the shoes it is time for me to queue for the counter payment, the 5 columns of queue is long like Anacondasss. In front of me there are 3 housewife bringing the kids to buy their whole year sport wear & their bag is bigger than the guli bag, they keep calculate how much is the total, by the way they got bring their own calculator, the reason is: if they pay more than 10 or 20 sen his husband will violent to them or they will have to write a Apollo(13)gy report to their husband, so the housewife must calculate it with caution heart, what they bought total up is 600 something. another auntie who is on my right, she keep asking her brother who is queued behind of me, she said: why your queued line dont seems like moving, cos my line is pay by credit card, the auntie line is pay by cash, thats y is faster, she keep repeatedly ask her brother: i got enough cashes, i can help u to pay 1st, because she said it in the public his brother refused her, her brother want to hold his man's pride tightly in front of hundred peoples there, actually i know her brother want it so badly but her sister just voiced it a bit very loud... Another guy on my left keep showing his mobile message to my right column girl, it really piss me off, i just block them purposely to stop them do this kind of stupid communication, this is what called communication break down. A group of young girls took a lot of shoes & they try their shoes while they are queuing, a group must have a leader, so 1 girl give about flat shoes lecture, i am 1 of her student over there, she said buy shoes must buy perfect fit 1, dont buy extra big or extra small, thats everybody knew it since they are small.

So after queued 1 hour 15 minutes, finally until my turn but the auntie in front of me still want to double check the total amount, i dint help her to hesitate, i just put my things on the counter while she is still there, she felt very scare cos my impatient expression on that moment, she fast fast grab her things & run for life.

Actually all the above is just an imagination, when u are very piss off & impatient, u will think of something very negatif like what i imagined above.

(we are special trained performer, dont try this at home) quote by WWE John Cena

I don't want to Love Abuse

Dont want to answer your call because it will make my heart BOUNCE fast

Dont want to hear your voice because it will make me repeatedly thinking of how u spoke to me just now.

Dont want to sms with u because it will make me repeatedly check your spelling to justify whether you're sincere or not.

Dont want to get close to u so that i can avoid molest happen unintentionally

Dont want to kiss by u because it makes me without shower for 3 days.

Dont want to get drunk with u because i might tell u: hate that i love u

Dont want to drink same table with u because i might secretly drink the glass u left on the table.

Dont want to see u when im sober because it will make me continue to hang over.

Dont wanna fucking do all this things above because it is so abnormal.

Dance baby

I love Janet Jackson Dance since i was a teenager, of cos now i still like the way she dance.

For 2010, This is what make me surprise. Ciara-gimme dat

An Organisation

My friends call me an organizer, but it has been so many months i dint organize a party for them, until 30th Oct 2010, because it is my pre-birthday celebration on a Sat night, i quite satisfy with what i have organised & all my favorite friends come to the drinking session.

One of my female friend brought an Iran guy, the Iran guy(22) is a millionaire in Iran, he ask my friend is this how your friend celebrate a birthday by just opening all the beers on the table? My best friend tell me this the next day about what the Iran guy said. I dislike what he said; isn't we must open whisky or brandy on a birthday, i dont think so. Actually i have planned to drink beers all night long its because most of my friends over there is a beers drinker, that is y .I want to organize what they really needed, it doesnt have to be like a MTV or movie scene, open Cordon Bleu & serve cigar, that is not my style, my party is not an exhibition, also not a presentation, what i want is to gather all my friends, my style is: i sing the song that people want to hear, i serve the drinks which they really want to drink, i book the table where my friends can really chill. Its not how many black labels on the table... If the Iran guy feel the it was ugly to like that, he should have opened many big bottles to me, dont just stand there & watch me burn, its not alright at all. he is so immature rich guy. Some people likes to open hundred bottles of whisky on the table to prove that they are very rich but may i have a suggestion? A easier way for u, just tattoo on your fore head "i very rich" thats fast, direct & clear.

Is not only big bottles can give us satisfaction. My friends is not build with how many bottles of whisky, beers is enough to gather my gang, the most precious things are the moment we come together.

my friend brought me to shogun buffet

The Script - For the 1st time

Go to check out this lyrics, is very touching & meaningful, i read the lyrics really make my brown eye blue

i almost buy this album in pyramid, is RM46... dying to get it, now only can listen thru youtube.

Is My Precious

My Original albums, still got some are inside the cars, this 4 live inside my room.

i think i have bought all the Michael's album.

The Linkin Park is a gift from a friend "A Thousand Suns" a really big thanks, thanks for the sincere & effort. I have bought their previous album: "minutes to midnight", i think i have lost track with LP music for years, their soundtrack for Transformer 2 "new divide" is wasn't so good, luckily they will change their direction for the new album. They like to break thru cos every album they produced is very different especially this 2010 album.

Sometimes a Singer started to be famous we will say that their music is going commercial, is that really true? I dont really think so, cos if a singer always just singing in their own way in their own style, they are still inside their own box, in their own world, no break thru.

We cant only choose the job we like to do, cos our stomach will feel hungry every 4 or 5 hours. So whatever job comes just beat it.